it happens every time

i'm freaking SICK of this.

i will talk to you about your problems, i will laugh with you, i will cry with you. that's just the kind of person i am, that's how God made me. but every time something's on my mind, every time i need a shoulder to cry on, every time i just need people to be there, i can rarely find someone to turn to.

you guys won't even hear me out. it's like i'm talking to a wall.

to be quite honest i can't stand it here. aside from family, only five people are keeping me here. if it wasn't for them, i don't know what i'd do.